Clan and Crave - Tracy St. John

Nobek Sletran never took Imdiko Conyod's infatuation seriously when he rescued him years before. When Conyod shows up in his life again, a strong and successful man instead of a traumatized victim, Sletran has to reconsider the one he once rejected and now can't imagine life without.
Conyod has never given up on the man he considers his hero. Sletran is all he's ever wanted for a clanmate, and he's determined to win him at last. But the past refuses to be laid to rest. When Conyod convinces Sletran to see him for who he's become, will who he was resurface and destroy the love they're building?
Sletran's commanding officer Dramok Erybet is instantly fascinated by Conyod when the soldier brings his lover on base for a visit. However, Sletran isn't the Nobek Erybet feels is right for him. When he rejects the Nobek, he risks losing Conyod too.
Against the backdrop of heartbreaking childhood tragedy, a ghost who haunts Conyod and his grief-stricken family, and military brass determined to oust Erybet from the rank he's worked so hard to reach, three men must come to terms with who they are. When tragedy strikes, the nightmares of the past must be faced and buried once and for all. Conyod, Sletran, and Erybet must dare everything to find redemption and hold on to each other.